It seems like that is all we do, in fact it is. We are waiting for a letter in the mail, which by the way I am not obsessive about at all now. I even let Kelso get the mail now, because I know it is highly unlikely that we won't be getting anything anytime soon.
The adoption center is closing in April to make the move to the new ministry and it has been said that they will reopen in May and double the amount of the adoptions. So, who knows when it will be. Hopefully before I have to redo all of the paper work.
As I said before my quilt is finished. We have had a wonderful person offer to make the raffle tickets for us at no charge at all. What a blessing that was, its amazing how many kind hearted people there are. There have already been several tickets sold and I don't even have them yet.
I was a little anxious about doing the raffle. I just feel guilty about it I guess, maybe that isn't the word, but anyway. Here we are trying to add to our family and we are asking people to give money in order to do so. I can't help but feel that there are so many more people out there who could use money, perhaps more than we can. As someone else said to us, God has chosen us to do this, to go and find this child that was meant to be ours. This child has not come to us in the way that one would naturally have one, but this child was chosen by God to be ours and we were chosen by God to be this childs family. Unfortunately it takes more money than one would need otherwise.
What I really hope is that we will not only have enough money for our adoption, but to have more than enough. I would love nothing more than to take the extra money and buy what those children who are left behind need. I think that I read somewhere that $2.00 will buy 20 pairs of shoes. That $100.00 will buy enough medicine to make it for one winter. I would love to be able to go and buy blankets, clothes, socks, hats, coats, toys, and even fresh fruit for those that will be left waiting for their Mama's and Papa's. I know it will be so hard see those that will be left. I have been told numerous times by those families who had gone and found their children how hard it is.
So for now, that is all there is. A whole lot of hope.
OH and by the way, I fixed my links to the right for those of you that would like to visit them.